ive just did a biggest mistake in my life. i feel so fucked up now.

my parents dont understand me anymore.

on the other hand, my dad keep pushing reasons against me.

he doesnt seem to care much for me.

Arguing with him or raising up my voice doesnt help 'cause i knw ill lost the mutual respect for each other.

okay fine, i shall listen to u.

i know u want me to be independent but all i asked for is some guidance in my life.

is it too much for u?

i told u ive screwed up my life and i need a way out and u know theres still hope.

u always come up with solutions no matter how tough or pain for u to handle it.

but u have given up on me, dad.

neither do we understand each other anymore.

what doesnt kill you makes u stranger.

GOD.