Dear Afiq, how has ur life been?

its a long time since i wrote my way here.

2009 may not be my year but i hope 2010 brings a better meaning to life.

lets start the post with the things ive learnt in my life and people's life.

everybody's changing each time of their life. even i do see myself changing. i used to think that what the voices in the back of my mind says is always true without thinking about the future consequences. i began to wonder why the fact that i let the time bypass me. but its okay, im taking this time all by myself.

if oneself weakness and ability set barriers between friends, then let not me be ur friend. secrets dont make friends, secrets make more enemies.

im worried for others for no reason eventhough they dont do the same in return. im always looking ahead of others and the bright side of life but one thing for sure, i believed i could do this on my own and still survive that way with a stronger heart and mind. logically, you cant do it on ur own as in alone. its good to have alot of friends. but what kind of friends?

ive seen their true colours and i know what they are capable of and how they come about. some are moving on and others are still unsure about themselves. to be exact, they dont even know their purpose in life. in fact, ive learn alot about myself to handle each problem i faced. we have to accept the reality as there are several bumps down the life’s road. maybe this is all about growing up? ive heard alot of stories of the person i came across. beat it my working partners nor my parents. my friends which are the same ground as me and have the same mindset who i rather not depend too much on 'cause we are still blinded with a folded blank map that we thought could help us.

anyways, i met arif a few weeks back and we talked about our past,present and future and the choices we made in life. hes the best man to talk/approach to. no, seriously. we think at the same degree unlike some of my narrow minded friends.

ive observed alot of changes this past few months. i know you guys have something to say. just ask me and we could debate this for days. cos we all know we are right and neither of us wanna lose. let me have my way and you have ur way.

take care kids. dont play with fire.