Just Pretend I Didnt Even Knew Your Name.

I'm trying, so hard,
To get you out of my mind,


I tried so hard,
Until it was all over and done with,


My feelings were long gone,
No longer hurt in my stomach,


At first it was love kid,
Then turned into constant arguments,
I tried my hardest to stop it,
This bitch,
Always started it


Taken advantage of my fragile heart,
Tore it apart,
The state of one attraction,
I should of known from the start,


Over powered by hazel eyes,
My mind paused for a minute,
Picturing love,
There was nothing that could block the image,


My thoughts depended,
On her actions,
Her ways,
Her love,


Didn't I prayed enough?


Embraced her trust mate,
No fuss just dream happily,
Day by day,
I noticed the pain increase rapidly,


In a dieing sense,
I tried to forget it,
And let it past,


So by doing this,
I forced to the relationship that would never lost,


Every past was berecated,
All trust was gone,
Playing stupid, as I never knew,
What went wrong,


I hate her
How many times haven't I said it?
I hate the fact that she hates me,
And I shall never forget it,


Never had I ever fuck with her feelings,
Let her regret it,


All of these years,
Lost in the tears,
That my letters presented,


I still miss her,
Catch myself, slitting my wrist,
With the glass,
I separated,
From the last picture we flick,


Together is 1,
Wondering what I've done to take this,
Holding my pillow every night,
Wish that she replace it


Well fuck it,
It's all over and done,
Feeling's are gone,
And I'm starting to get tired of love killing my songs,


So then my arms,
Are forgotten trees,
Left in my shirt,


I love you,
Shit I can't even say ,
I remember the words,
Never concerning anything,
Having to do with her past,


You ruined it last,
We're hiding the truth in a mass,
Stupid ass,
I'm ignoring the crap that you moaned,


We had out times,
Until today, I hope you're happy alone.

One, Two, Three. Action!

It started off with the day of walkathon.
Boring but yet fun.
Everyone had the chance to get body surfed , butt squeezed
And do stupid little things we always had on our sleeves.


Teacher's Day?
I don't give a damn to that man.
To the matter of fact, they suck balls.(except the teachers who taught me)


The concert was okay arh. Some part i felt like sleeping.
But come to the dance part, Kanasai. Power man.
Didn't get to perform this year because of N Level.
How sad can that be.. hurrhur~


Alot of budak rosak (ex-wgs) come back to our school. Hahaha.


After school, Shake Club went to sentosa.
I didnt felt like going. Felt like sleeping at home.
And im meeting the clubbers later.

Getting Ready

Arif thought me well in both Physics and Chemistry.

So yeah. Im a genius in Science.

Way to go dude.

After our night class, we go ceeekkiik!

Went home and crashed into bed.

Come On Bitch, You Know You Want This.

I've been writing this letter

For a couple of months now.

And right now,

What I wanna do

Is I wanna express this letter

To you.

It goes like this. .

Your eyes

They flow

From all the pain I caused

I lost my cause

I only broke your heart

Alone I cry

I tried so hard to break you

I love you

I hate you

Why wont you let me go?

I feel the raindrops fall

These tears wont take you away,

I'm sorry.

I hear the thunder scream

It's screaming out for me.

The rain it drips the rain drops dripping

The rain will follow me,

I feel like I can't breath,

I fell asleep again,

when will this tempest end.

I dreamt that you were here,

lying next to me.

I finally realised that I fucked up your life.

Betrayed,

You look so pretty now.

Without me,

Alone.

The tears come crashing down.

Yours Sincerely,

Ario.

8 Days More People.

Night Class! Night Class! Night Class!
Bye.

Go on, Read It.

Firstly, i would like to say that im proud of myself. Why?
I did managed to practise my maths and do some revision.


THREE CHEERS FOR AHREYOOH!


After studying, get dressed up and off to Irwan's house.
Open House cum His 17th Birthday.
Go there cekik habis habis until im bloated.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhh! Tak Bole Tashaaaaaaaaan!
The food was awesome man.
We went into his room and slacked.
Irwan said that his cousin is coming over.
Jeng jeng jeeeeeng.
Then suddenly someone was at the doorstep.
Everyone turned around, alamak! It was a FALSE ALARM larh sial.
His aunty pulak. Haiya.


Then continue to eat somemore eventhough i cant take in anymore.
But the food serious sheit sedap giler.
When we are about to go home, his cousin then appeared at the doorstep.
Now its the real thing. HAHA!
Her name is Yanie, stay in Bedok and school in Bedok Secondary School.
Haha, kidding siak. I only know her name.
The dickheads were all excited as though they had never seen one before.


All the dickheads were excited as they went into the lift.
This part was really my favourite part. The next second, punch and kicks was exchanged.
I accidently upper cut Haziq's Jaw. Ouch! Thats gonna hurt.
Hurrhur~ Go cry to your mom. Hehe. Paisey arh gang.
Wah! They were all moshing in the lift. Lol. Hahaha.


Next Stop: Vista Point.

On the way there, the rain poured heavily on us.
Everyone use agility move( pokemon) to dash to Vista Point.
Some went to buy drinks, ciggies and one of us were staring at the pack of condom.
Haha. Okay, skip this part.
Chill outside Cheers while waiting for the rain to stop. But the rain was stubborn.
So we decided to just let the rain poured on us.


Went home, took my shower, click on my explorer and wrote my way here.
Im so exhausted and fucking tired.
Thats all for today kids.


Good Night Kiddos.

Screwed Up Again

Intended to study and revise my work but it turns out in a different story.
Went to play pool with my mutant heroes.
Didn't felt like studying, the mood wasn't there all of sudden
just because Fuchii called up and invited to a game of pool.
The excitement roses instantly.



Its sad man, N Levels is just 10 more days away.
I've failed my complete my task again and again.
What's more, tmr Irwan invited us (mutant heroes) to his
open house. How could i turn my back.
And again, planned to study on Sunday.



Am i unorganised or the sense of urgency wasn't in me?



Yeah man, fuckballs.



Just hope that tmr i'll go home straight and not chill out with the mutants.
Hopefully.



Chatted with Nadirah the other day and she didnt even know when is N Level.
Nvm its okay. Lol. I was quite flabbergast at first but i cajoled her to get studying.
I bet there's alot more out there who are not unaware too.



Okay, get back to me. On the day of my results,
I just wanna be proud of myself and not having the tears of regret.
Its rather too late. But its not late for now.
All i want is the best of me.

Lets Call A Shot

To make a clear conscience to you guys who are in:
Where are (Dear Diary a.k.a Last EyeSight) ?
Who the fuck is them or wth mood.



This Explains All, God Damn It.

Video Quality Like Sheit. I Know.

Thanks.

What Are You Waiting For?

A day that had made me motivated.
A day that had me realised what N Level does.
A day of constant reminder.



School was great.
D&T much more greater. talk horny with my classmate. okay always. lol.
I find science interesting these days.


Went home, and thought of going jb today but lazy.
Lepak Crew went ahead without me. No Pall Mall again.
But too bad. I dont smoke no more. =))


Play computer game, eat and took my shower.
After 4 i started studying and all.

13 Days Left

Im happy because i've improved tremendously in all my subject except MT. Adoii.

D&T theory exam was fucked-up. Its better to do mistakes now then N Levels man.

Going to jb with lepak crew was cancel because it was raining heavily. Too bad, no Pall Mall.

Well.. there's always tomorrow. Lets see what tomorrow has to come.

I asked nadiah to help me in my blog like for 354634623532 times.

And i know she's surely one kind and helpful girl. Thanks arh nadiah.

Didnt touch sexy for the whole day. She'll understand. =))

Problems I'll Never Solve.

I didnt know where to express my emotions and share my thoughts.

Friends laugh at it instead of listening to it. Baik perr..

Folks? nahh, it would be better i share my voice and drained my energy to my Dear Adalia(air-the-lee-year) even though she's just a sexy guitar.